Baby calm down!!
Beathe… this has to have a solution, I don’t understand the situation bu if something is bothering you that much you have to speak up, if your mother doesn’t pay atention, then talk to your father, your brother, whoever can be helpful…
I really wish I could help, I’m sorry, I love you <3
I don’t know who. Last time I said anything about being unhappy, I went to therapy for two days, then my mom took me out because it was too much money for her greedy ass. Who am I suppose to talk to who won’t tell my mom eventually. I’ll go to therapy, probably get yelled at my mom for ruining her life, then life will go back to how it was. She’ll still be with her boyfriend and I’ll still wish that they both were killed in some freak accident. My love for my mom has been slowly dwindling for years and I don’t know how much longer I can be around her without hating her. She makes me so angry, but then she slowly pulls me back in. Dammit, I can’t stand being here. I can’t anymore. People tell me it gets better….but when? When does it get better? How long do I have to wait before I finally feel whole with my life? How much longer sissy?
Well, as I said before, I don’t fully understand the situation, I wish we could talk more about this so I could give you real advice (or at least try to)
But don’t give up! I know it’s hard for you to trust yourself, the strength of your heart, but I trust you, I know you are a strong girl, you have been growing up little by little, now you have to start working hard for yourself
I don’t know how’s your mom, but since I can’t do more… for now, I’ll try to tell you a story
Once upon a time there was a little scared girl, she lived in a big house with extrangers, there was his dad (who never thought she was good enough), his wife (who hated him with all his heart), and the little kids (the ones who were manipulazed to the point that it was forbidden to even say “hello” to the little girl)
The little girl tried to hide it all, even if the house was full she would always feel alone, even if she talked with her mom and smiled at them friends she could not longer find a way to hide her sadness.
She wined, and prayed to her loved ones for a way out, she stopped smiling and got away from her friends because she didn’t longer feel she could love someone. But she never stopped dreaming; she dreamed with freedom and the day she could stop faking everything, she drew, she wrote, she sang, she sleeped, and she hided, but somehow, she never gave up.
The times got better because she gave the best of her, and from that day she hoped she would be able to help the ones she loved to see the spotlight in the middle of the darkness…
I think you know who am I talking about, don’t you?? XD
I don’t say you have to be the same (and I’m sorry for the lame story, I’m so sleepy =u= ), I just say, damn, we are alive, we have roof and people who love us, peaple to love, still, we could die tomorrow. Then why to take life so serious??, isn’t it better just to try our best to be happy and live like there’s no tomorrow??
I think everything has a solution, even if it doesn’t make everyone happy… the important thing here is for you to be happy, so don’t give up, everything is gonna be ok<3
Hi!
You sent us 2 messages right? I will answer to this first and take it all in pieces okay?<3
First of all, your sister wanting to kill herself and trying to kill herself is nothing you should be dealing with alone! Tell your parents, tell a teacher, tell ANY adult you trust! She needs help for her own issues and you shouldn’t be the one helping her! Try to be there for her instead, support her! She needs your support<3
It would be good if I knew how old you are, but I’m guessing you’re in your teenage years? (12-18?) Now, everyone feels like that. That they hate their city. I hate my city too, I really do. But you live there, it’s your home. Even if you don’t like it, you have to accept it. That’s how life is. “If you can’t accept it, change it, if you can’t change it, accept it”, that’s a quote. A very important quote. At this point of life, you can’t change it. So you have to ACCEPT it.
Are you sure you don’t have any friends? ‘Cause then you are forgetting about yourself! Be your own friend! Friends will come along, I promise. Maybe not now, but they will appear. I know it is hard to just get friends, but try to make some friends in school, at the mall, whatever :) Go to a course maybe? And get friends online too. But be careful who you trust! But remember to always be your own best friend! If you’re your own best friend, NO ONE will be able to put you down. It is really hard to do that, but trust me, if you believe in yourself and if you just accept yourself and if you are yourself it will be fine<3 I know it sounds like BS but to be honest, it will. I know it’s hard but stand in front of the mirror and tell yourself 2 things you love about yourself. Try coming up with 2 new things every morning. Love yourself, because you deserve to be loved<3
About the economic situation I can’t really help :/ I’m still young so my parents are paying for me ya know :/ But if you come back I will make Sarah talk to you about it<3
About feeling suicidal, suicide is NEVER the answer. No matter how hard life you have, killing yourself will make NOTHING better! It will make it all worse. Sure, you will be “gone”, but what about all your loved once? And don’t come tell me you don’t have any loved once! BECAUSE YOU DO!<3 I love you<3 Sarah loves you<3 God loves you so much he even gave up his only son for you to die on the cross! And now I don’t care if you believe in God or not, but God loves you, and Jesus loves you<3
Give yourself some credit, because you are an amazing and beautiful person and you need to realize that<3
please, don’t lose the hope
i just hate you
i hate you
mi vida seria mejor si no estuvieras arruinandola con tu mierda sin
sentido de depression mierdera que me arruina y me hace querer matarme literalmente, me haces mas triste y sentir mas dolor de lo que me haces feliz
No se que hacer, solo no se. Te detesto. muerete,
De alguna manera te odio pero te amo. Porque te necesito, porque no puedo vivir sin ti. pero igual me esas arruinando
y yo solo no se que hacer, siento que me voy a morir
i’m truly tired to have to listen and see every day, every time all your fucking shit depressibe, you truly are killing me. Seriously. I’m tired.
I can’t live if you are not here because i feel alone and scared, but i can’t live with your shit
you make than i want kill myself, seriously, i don’t know if you are killing me or make me fucking happy. Because i hate you. I truly hate you. But i need you to live because y love you.
So, screw you
In the school;
Oh, we have to make a stupid dance for school. I don’t wanted dance, so everyone was angry with my, and they tell me “Yo have to dance, you have to dance” I know. I know. God. I was starting to crying when everyone see me.
Was horrible. But anyway. In the end, i gonna have to dance.
Fuck school. Fuck girl. I hate these fucking immature girls.
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